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i hate brithdays

by Nusagi

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This is a song about aging

lyrics

[Verse 1]
Okay, no it’s fine, just another day
I don’t wanna have a cake, let’s just get this out the way
My conditions getting worse I don’t recognize my face
I been aging all wrong this is some kind of mistake
Okay, no it’s fine, just another day
I don’t wanna have a cake, let’s just get this out the way
My conditions getting worse I don’t recognize my face
I been aging all wrong this is some kind of mistake
If it hasn’t happened now I don’t think it ever will
Always break another bone if I try to scale the hill
Hear it crack so fast, it takes longer just to heal
And I try so hard but I know you never hear
Running trying to catch up, doors closing in my path
All the faces that I loved growing blurry as I pass
Got a head start, got stuck, so I come in last
Just please just please don’t ask about the past

[Hook]
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost

[Verse 2]
Nothing left, no one cares any more
Times up, no life, nothing there anymore
Who would ever wanna listen to a single thing I say
Just a broken old man, he’ll be gone any day
No time for anything to get better
He has nothing left to give if you ever let her
Now you’ve arrived that’s it goodbye
This is all that you get no more goodnight
I regret everything I've ever said
Stay up every night wishing that I could forget
Every day I get closer to the end
Stay up every night slipping closer to the edge
Do you remember in the third grade?
You had the front row to all of my mistakes
All of missteps and all the regret
Everyone I know I wish I'd never met

(Hook)
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost

[Bridge]
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up
Everything I do is wrong
I can never be enough
Everybody else is gone
I could never have kept up

Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
Please don’t remind me of the time I lost
No I’m not happy today

[Hook]
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost
No I’m not happy today
Just leave and give me my space
Please don’t remind me of the time I’ve lost
Please don’t remind me of the life I lost

credits

released March 6, 2023
Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Arranged by Nusagi and Mafuba
Guitar performed and recorded by Nusagi

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